Not my own "Pile", but very similar! |
When I write these posts at home, in my computer room, my back is to “The Pile”, so I don’t have to look at it.
“The Pile” takes up about half of my computer room, and
appears to have taken on a life of its own.
I’m positive that some of the components of “The Pile” have discovered
how to reproduce, and they do so whenever the lights go out.
I mean, how else could I explain the growing mass of stuff
that I conveniently ignore while I’m typing this? It has to have become a living thing; I’m
sure I can hear it breathing behind me!
Surely I didn’t create this monster and continue to feed it
almost daily…not me!
Or…did I?
I am a severe procrastinator. Look at the gaps I’ve already made in writing
on this blog! So I let “The Pile” start
months ago with just a little notebook tossed on the floor that I swore I’d
pick up later. Then it was the keyboard
that I quit using when I got a new one.
At this very moment, there are 9 banker’s boxes overflowing with the
things that followed the notebook and the keyboard. There used to be a metal file cabinet in this
room, somewhere, I promise!
It’s not just my computer room. When we moved into this house in 2000, our
master bedroom had a large, roomy walk-in closet. Somewhere along the way, somebody stole that
one and replaced it with a much smaller “reach-in” closet!
Actually, it’s an offspring of “The Pile”, “Pile Jr.”, I
guess. That one is made up of shoes,
purses, clothes that fell off their hangers who knows how long ago. I’m convinced that I have a whole wardrobe on
the closet floor that I don’t even know about!
The sad thing is that it isn’t even the family of piles
around the house that bothers me so much.
It’s the fact that I’ve gotten used to them; so used to them that I don’t
even notice them anymore. I have to
actually MAKE myself see them to even recognize that they still exist.
Why am I suddenly so determined to pare down all this “stuff”?
1. I can’t find
things that I know I have.
2. I forget about something
I do have, so I buy another one, only to realize later that I now have 5
whatevers.
3. It’s not just
small stuff, it’s important papers that I can’t lay my hands on when they’re
most needed.
4. I’m showing a real
lack of stewardship for the things I own.
They don’t get an appropriate home in my home; they get tossed around
like trash; they get crushed under other things that aren’t in their
appropriate place.
Along with being a procrastinator, I tend to look at the big
picture so much that I get frustrated and discouraged even before I begin a
project. I look at my computer room or
my closet, and I see hours and hours of work ahead of me. It’s so huge and daunting that I just never
start.
But this time I am trying something different. The rest of the house will have to wait while
I tackle the computer room. I’ve broken
the whole room into 6 areas. I believe
that each area can be cleaned out and reorganized in small spans of time over
one weekend apiece.
My first area will be the side wall against the door. That’s my project for this coming
weekend. I’ll post my progress then,
along with some before and after photos.
It’s time to get this show on the road and get rid of “The
Pile” and family for good! And now I've made my intentions public, so I HAVE to do it, right?
Until next time …
I'm embarassed to say that you got this from me--the "Mother Procrastinator"....Mom
ReplyDelete..we both must make a start to dwindle the piles.
I know - I keep telling YOU how to break this stuff down, but I never do it myself! "Do as I say, not as I do?" LOL
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